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Lotus Laura

The more I open up,

The more that you close…

The closer I come,

The further you go…

Every greeting

A simple wave

Is met with

Disdain.

The harder

I try

The stronger

Is the pain.

So then

I let go

Run away

So far.

And suddenly

Out of nowhere

There

You are.

And im suspicious

Im confused

Cause you didn’t want me

A moment ago

Wait, I can recall

Many times

You pushed me

Far aside.

And then

I realize

Im just

Out of my mind.

Weak

Fragile

Frail

Broken.

Im crazy

Im psycho

Im messed up

Im choking.

I’m Lotus Laura

I write about all kinds of things including spirituality, philosophy, mythology, health, cats, witchy tips, media reviews, and more, along with some personal life updates. I’m a self-published indie author of three novels. I am an astrologer and tarot reader. I offer personal readings for sale; you can also find free readings on my blog and youtube channel.

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