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Month: March 2019
Home visit
I am at my parents' house for the weekend in Oyster Bay. It's nice to be back home. Everything in this town feels smaller as I get older, except for the house -- which always seems bigger and emptier. I feel more relaxed and less anxious now. My parents and I did some spring cleaning:… Continue reading Home visit
What is fear
Fear is such a crazy thing because it can have so much control over a person. It holds us back from so many things we want to do or say. It is the greatest obstacle. When you finally push yourself to do something but the fear is still there, it will turn into disaster. If… Continue reading What is fear
Walk in the rain
Today I went for a walk in the rain. It's time to pause. While rushing or impatiently waiting for the future, we miss out on the present. Live in the moment before it slips away. I am standing on my own two feet (metaphorically -- literally, I am laying on my couch). I am not… Continue reading Walk in the rain
One day at a time
It's okay to take it one day at a time. It's okay to completely drop your vision of the future that you held for so long, and trade it in for an open mind with no expectations. Life is full of pain no matter what steps you take, so your choices in life should not… Continue reading One day at a time
Beauty of pain & freedom of choice
I see the beauty in everything. To romanticize pain is not necessarily an unhealthy thing. Seeking inspiration from a draining situation is possibly the best way we can cope with our troubles. The beauty of pain is that it motivates us to make changes that are scary because they force us out of our comfort… Continue reading Beauty of pain & freedom of choice
Rock bottom
Just because you are missing a person does not necessary mean they are meant to be in your life. This is something hard for me to understand, but I think I'm finally reaching the point where I'm getting it. Sometimes people are not capable of understanding and forgiving your actions and you simply have to… Continue reading Rock bottom
Glammed up
Tonight I treated myself to a pedicure and a new pair of shoes! 😍😘👠
Winter Retreat at Woodloch
This week, I went on vacation with my sister to the Woodloch Pines resort in PA. It was a lot of fun and also very relaxing. I have been here on many family vacations during my childhood, also came once with my friend Mary, then another time with a group of friends for my sweet… Continue reading Winter Retreat at Woodloch
Day 30: your highs and lows for the month
Highs Completed my 30-day writing challenge in a month. Got to see friends and catch up with old ones. Some positive changes at work. Better luck with money, bought myself some nice things. Wrote a lot when I was feeling inspired. Re-found obsession with hot apple cider. Purchased Electric Zoo tickets for summer. Looking forward… Continue reading Day 30: your highs and lows for the month
Crystal Aura Gaze 