Peace of mind has always seemed so vital to me
Yet this fixation is what causes so much anxiety
My disgust towards flawlessness is a direct reflection
of a deep-rooted and unconscious need for perfection
Constantly fearing that you will make a mistake
is the biggest mistake that anyone could ever make
A world full of choices, cannot decide which one to take
Overthinking and only focusing on what’s at stake
Instead, I should turn my attention to what I could gain
Incomprehensible opportunities are calling my name
The universe supports us when we follow our heart
It is not a loss — when you must go back to the start
Taking a leap while keeping one foot on the ground
really knocked me out and tumbled me around
It’s extremely dangerous, how cautious I can be
What makes me so reckless is my viligant personality
Such a tentative nature results in constant apprehension
avoiding precarious paths leads to total lack of direction
I have made choices that put me through Hell, hurt me so bad
but they are not regrets, I’m actually so thankful that I had
because they also put me through Heaven, life is a paradox
pleasure and pain are one in the same; nothing is gained if nothing is lost
when the sun finally sets on my life and my living days are done
the only regrets I will actually have, were the things that made me feel numb.
Crystal Aura Gaze 