Agony

Sitting and looking back in agony now

all the misunderstandings that happened somehow

opportunities I prayed for but too scared to really take

only full of fear, when a dream came to my face

I pulled back, rejecting the one thing I wanted most

Angel knocked on my door and I just faded like a ghost

I would do anything to go back, this time I would be brave

I would hold my dream again, and this time, let it sweep me away

I’d nod, jump into the car, and ride down paradise lane

and if that second chance never comes, I know I’ll go insane.