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  • I want to be an angel Floating in the sky Peacefully looking down At the world passing by. Everything scares me On this planet Earth Everyone is angry And everything hurts. I may be a coward But I’ll bravely choose to stay alive. And take comfort in the fact That someday, it will be my…

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  • The more I open up, The more that you close… The closer I come, The further you go… Every greeting A simple wave Is met with Disdain. The harder I try The stronger Is the pain. So then I let go Run away So far. And suddenly Out of nowhere There You are. And im…

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  • Full moon

    Full moon

    I am so overwhelmed… in a good way! Today, I got the keys to my new apartment! And there was a crazy surprise!!! They said there was a last minute change with my address, so I would be in a different building. When I got there, they told me I have a 2-BEDROOM apartment, but…

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  • Saturdog ~ Health + Personality ~ Bulldogs, Retrievers, & more…

    Today, I’m taking a break from Caturday and making it Saturdog. I’m sorry, cats. Dogs are thought to be descended from wolves, according to scientific evidence. The modern wolf is completely distinct from the modern dog, suggesting their common ancestor must have died out thousands of years ago. Dogs are omnivores, meaning their diet comes…

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  • Sunshine

    You’re my favorite person to ever exist You radiate the sunshine’s kiss When I close my eyes and see what I miss I swear I can feel you right on my lips. I was hiding behind my body So that you could not see my soul Let my heart beat faster as the sun shines…

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  • Film Review: (Léon) The Professional

    “Léon: The Professional” is a twisted and gory thriller with an unexpected love story. First released in November 1994, it stars Jean Reno as Léon the hitman, and a young Natalie Portman as 12-year old Mathilda. Léon is a professional hitman and extremely skilled at fighting. Mathilda has a troubled and abusive family, as she…

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  • I have no more time for games Only for what is real. So this time I am not afraid To say exactly how I feel. Normally I’d hold myself back Normally I’d pretend not to care. But if I’m giving you my devotion Then I think it’s only fair. I don’t like seeing you talk…

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  • Venus update #3

    Venus update #3

    Yesterday, I took my cat Venus to the vet for a checkup. It’s been a little while since she’s gone. She was overdue for her shots. Due to the pandemic, I had to stay in the car the whole time as someone came out and took her away. I had to speak to the vet…

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  • A Vow of Silence (short story)

    Luna was sick of the heartbreak that came with people & society. It was madness, all the pain and delusions. She could no longer go on this way. It was decided that she would become a nun. Secluded from the rest of the world, she would live in a small church and dedicate her life…

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  • Too Long

    It’s been too long since I touched your handsince I bumped your fistcause I could not resist. It’s been too long since you placed your handon my shoulder, when I wasn’t sureif you really wanted more It’s been too long since we met our handsin an embrace of ecstasyand now it’s only fantasy It’s been…

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I’m Lotus Laura

I write about all kinds of things including spirituality, philosophy, mythology, health, cats, witchy tips, media reviews, and more, along with some personal life updates. I’m a self-published indie author of three novels. I am an astrologer and tarot reader. I offer personal readings for sale; you can also find free readings on my blog and youtube channel.

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