I'm sick of being an over-giver and attracting people who only want to take from me and give back nothing in return. I shouldn't even have to ask a person to treat me like a human being, rather than an object to be stored away on a shelf and taken out whenever it suits them.… Continue reading I’m sick of being an over-giver…
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Oooofff, I got pulled over… story time!
I woke up too early and I couldn’t fall back asleep. It was last Wednesday. I left the house before 6 AM, maybe 20-30 minutes earlier than normal. I couldn’t believe how dark it was. It’s amazing, the difference between 6 and 6:30 is like night and day. Also, the days are getting darker now.… Continue reading Oooofff, I got pulled over… story time!
What can I say… :)
What can I say!? Well... I can't really say much, but... I can say that I'm feeling kind of magical right now. The past couple weeks have felt magical. I mean, I've written so many sad blog posts before, that I'm allowed to write a happy one, yes? I think I'm happy. You know, I… Continue reading What can I say… 🙂
I’m changing
Going through my old journals and posting the recaps, I had to stop at 2020 to take a breather and process it all, but I will continue my journal journey shortly. I questioned if two years ago would be too recent to look back on, and then I realized how much I have changed since… Continue reading I’m changing
Love is green
Did you know that the color of love is not red — it’s GREEN! …? According to spiritual healers, the color of true love is actually not the bold red we commonly mistake it for, it is green! The body holds seven chakras, going from root to crown, from tailbone to above the head, through… Continue reading Love is green
Time will tell… and unveil illusions…
Do you ever notice how people tend to check the time more often when they’re stressed, or losing their minds? Check their phones, their watches, the clock, etc. There’s a reason for that. Constantly checking the time is like grasping onto reality when it’s slipping away. It could also be checking the calendar, checking the… Continue reading Time will tell… and unveil illusions…
Thoughts on relationships & defending yourself
Today, I'm drinking a chai tea latte, very frothy! My mom would always tell my siblings and me not to date in high school, and she certainly had a point. Dating at such a young age, before you reach adulthood, is honestly dangerous. The whole "high school romance" thing is seriously over-romanticized. Not only are… Continue reading Thoughts on relationships & defending yourself
Growing, changing, & healing
I have many things to explain and apologize for. I can't take 100% of the blame, because I have also suffered greatly and also dealt with a lot of unclear communication. But I will take most of the blame and I am regretful over times I've been so cruel. I have never acted out of… Continue reading Growing, changing, & healing
Personal confession ~ scary movies are too scary
I have a confession to make. Something I never really shared with others when I was younger because of embarrassment. But now I don't mind sharing with the world. Now, this is going to sound ironic, coming from someone who loves Halloween and all things creepy. But the truth is -- I have always been… Continue reading Personal confession ~ scary movies are too scary
The Fear of Anger
The fear of anger is more destructive than anger itself... We get so worried about angering others, or letting others make us angry. But that's silly, because anger is just one of the many emotions we experience on a daily basis -- like sadness, happiness, excitement, anxiety, dread, hope, etc. What's worse than becoming angry… Continue reading The Fear of Anger
Crystal Aura Gaze 