At this point, I’m saying “this is one of my favorite covers” about almost every journal… but this one IS REALLY COOL! It has this elegant and magnificent astronomy design.
I am not super proud of how I acted this year. As Blink 182 would say, “nobody likes you when you’re twenty-three.”
Stuff got messy. Ultimately I blame it all on my own fears.
I tried my best to let the hardships make me stronger. That only worked for a very short amount of time.
There was a lot of drama I was dealing with both at home and at my job… but ultimately after working there for several months I found that I really, really enjoyed work. Obviously work is work, and sometimes it really sucks, but it did become like a second home to me.
This whole journal really just revolves around one specific situation. I can’t say too many details. I can just say that it was very heartbreaking.
Some of the things I’ve written really make me laugh.
There’s me again going on about how I love my job.
What can I say that I learned from this journal? That I was living in denial. I was so far removed from reality, so far removed from my true feelings.
At this point I am slowly getting into writing/blogging more, I wish I would focus more on that, instead of all the drama I was dealing with. I am also not prioritizing spirituality the way I was once beginning to. I was really picking apart people’s words and actions when I should have been focusing more on my own.