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  • Tentative Nature

    Peace of mind has always seemed so vital to me Yet this fixation is what causes so much anxiety My disgust towards flawlessness is a direct reflection of a deep-rooted and unconscious need for perfection Constantly fearing that you will make a mistake is the biggest mistake that anyone could ever make A world full

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  • NON-EDITS:

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  • Home visit

    I am at my parents’ house for the weekend in Oyster Bay. It’s nice to be back home. Everything in this town feels smaller as I get older, except for the house — which always seems bigger and emptier. I feel more relaxed and less anxious now. My parents and I did some spring cleaning:

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  • What is fear

    Fear is such a crazy thing because it can have so much control over a person. It holds us back from so many things we want to do or say. It is the greatest obstacle. When you finally push yourself to do something but the fear is still there, it will turn into disaster. If

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  • Walk in the rain

    Today I went for a walk in the rain. It’s time to pause. While rushing or impatiently waiting for the future, we miss out on the present. Live in the moment before it slips away. I am standing on my own two feet (metaphorically — literally, I am laying on my couch). I am not

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  • One day at a time

    It’s okay to take it one day at a time. It’s okay to completely drop your vision of the future that you held for so long, and trade it in for an open mind with no expectations. Life is full of pain no matter what steps you take, so your choices in life should not

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  • I see the beauty in everything. To romanticize pain is not necessarily an unhealthy thing. Seeking inspiration from a draining situation is possibly the best way we can cope with our troubles. The beauty of pain is that it motivates us to make changes that are scary because they force us out of our comfort

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  • Rock bottom

    Just because you are missing a person does not necessary mean they are meant to be in your life. This is something hard for me to understand, but I think I’m finally reaching the point where I’m getting it. Sometimes people are not capable of understanding and forgiving your actions and you simply have to

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  • Glammed up

    Tonight I treated myself to a pedicure and a new pair of shoes! 😍😘👠

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  • This week, I went on vacation with my sister to the Woodloch Pines resort in PA. It was a lot of fun and also very relaxing. I have been here on many family vacations during my childhood, also came once with my friend Mary, then another time with a group of friends for my sweet

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I’m Lotus Laura

I write about all kinds of things including spirituality, philosophy, mythology, health, cats, witchy tips, media reviews, and more, along with some personal life updates. I’m a self-published indie author of three novels. I am an astrologer and tarot reader. I offer personal readings for sale; you can also find free readings on my blog and youtube channel.

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