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I flip back and forth between love and fear Between bold and cold, between cloudy and clear Open my mouth and nothing comes out But inside you can hear screams and shouts Wanted to say more, but told myself you don’t care Now I replay back every moment with despair I told you don’t be
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Can’t stand the distance Reaching out so far away And wondering and dreaming Inside my heart it stays Giving you space & respecting your wall Oh, how I wish it would fall!
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There is so much holiday stress all around. So much road rage when I’m driving. Just an overall negative energy. It’s stressful because nature tells us to slow down this time of year and we don’t. The days are shorter and colder. We are called to spend this time doing some deep reflection on how
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Sitting and looking back in agony now all the misunderstandings that happened somehow opportunities I prayed for but too scared to really take only full of fear, when a dream came to my face I pulled back, rejecting the one thing I wanted most Angel knocked on my door and I just faded like a
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No one should ever try to “downgrade” themselves just because the people around them can’t handle it. You should embrace who you are — that’s what they say, “accept your flaws, embrace your flaws.” But what about your gifts? You should be allowed to embrace the positive aspects of yourself without feeling guilty about it.
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The universe can take me to places I never imagined before a little taste of heaven will keep me wanting more look into a person’s eyes and you can see the stars look up at the sky and realize paradise isn’t very far I’m stargazing and awe-struck by the sight in so much darkness, one
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Hidden underneath all the mundane Is fire that has been waiting to escape It can’t be controlled, it can only get stronger And it’s going to burn those who can’t wait any longer So follow your passion and soak up the heat Or stay out in the cold and accept a defeat There’s nothing more
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Today I’m back in NY for Thanksgiving. It was mom, dad, Julia, and Scott. We had a nice and relaxing day. Good to see family again. I was the family bartender again. I made our traditional apple cider mimosas with cinnamon sugar rims. Venus was especially ecstatic to be in a big house again and
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Last weekend, we celebrated Jordan’s birthday in NJ. Bree and I met Jordan at a hotel on Friday night and then Alex joined us the next day. Saturday morning, we had delicious NJ/NY style bagels… absolutely delicious. PA bagels are a joke! (But their donuts are better.) I also had a chai tea smoothie! That
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I’m Lotus Laura
I write about all kinds of things including spirituality, philosophy, mythology, health, cats, witchy tips, media reviews, and more, along with some personal life updates. I’m a self-published indie author of three novels. I am an astrologer and tarot reader. I offer personal readings for sale; you can also find free readings on my blog and youtube channel.
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